January 2011
Day Nine- Two Smileys That Describe Your Life...
:D —-> ITS NEW YEARS EVE
:O ——> I just found out my ten year old cousin usually carries her pocket knife with her. luckily, she didn’t today.
December 2010
It's the end of the day, final day of the year
& at this moment, I am at peace. I will not worry of the past or the future. For this moment is beautiful. It is peace. My life will take the track it is meant to. & it will be beautiful, it always is. I am listening to A Wonderful World, maybe that’s why i feel so happy. but it just came up in my jason mraz mix via Pandora. thank you Pandora. That which brought me down so quickly...
Day Eight- Three Turn Ons
Smiles
Eyes
Cheesy Pick Up Lines.
i hate this feeling. I feel like i’m about to break down. push me just two steps too far and i’ll burst. & the worst is i know what’s making me feel this way. & i let it consume me and work its toxic ways into my mind. I used to be able to stop. I used to be so positive. I used to be able to stop my thoughts from turning sour. I could control my emotions. I was queen. I...
Day 7- Four turn offs.
1. telling me what to do. & what not to do.
2. talking bad about Sinatra. or Dean or Disney.
3. call me stupid & you have no chance whatsoever.
4. Being younger than me. or a lot older than me.
my mom’s aunt & uncle sitting across from me at the dinner table. The lady looks like a fairy godmother & sounds like the momma toad from Thumbelina. but nicer. :o
That awkward moment
when you’re getting comfy cozy in your parents’ bed undearneath the covers & they walk in & say
a) “you got in THAT bed?”
b) “i’m surprised its not sticky in there.
c) you should take a shower.
d) don’t roll around in there.
e) all of the above.
Day Six- Five People Who Mean A lot (in no...
God. I’m forever grateful for everything He’s given me. my life is too blessed for me not to believe.
tori.
Christina.
Ale.
My Mommaa.
Day 5- Six Things you Wish You'd never done
Make myself believe that i was alone. & that finding friends was so hard. because now it is. i missed out on A LOT.
Given up so easily.
didn’t express my happiness. & how important someone was to me.
the excited hug & the thank you.
been Pocohontas instead of Woody for Halloween. I would have liked having cowgirl boots.
going in my parents bed this morning. there is some...
Once again, I find myself metaphorically hitting my head against the wall asking WHY? Why was I so freaking scared? Why couldn’t I look outside of my own fear & actually look at the person next to me? Really look. Not just glance over. But fully comprehend what was there. I was so busy looking at how I’d been hurt before to realize this was a different person. Someone who fit me...
Day 4- 7 things that cross your mind a lot
Love Life. Its beautiful.
I’m lucky.
Why did i mess it up?
No really, why did i mess up something so good? What am I so afraid of?
Who am I? Why can’t I just be that person?
Mrow.
Life is beautiful.
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miscellaneousbe:
I woke up to the sound of Christmas music…
I walked up the stairs, and glimpsed the tree and presents…
I see Santa filled my stocking…
Put on my Santa hat and passed presents out to my family
I opened my presents….
Pretty much my morning. especially when I opened up my new laptop. that was the moment in which i became Buddy the Elf.
Day 3- Eight Ways to Win Your Heart
Be Funny.
Give me your attention.
Talk to me for no reason other than to talk.
Tell me funny stories.
Quote movies.
Be a sweetheart.
Make silly faces with me.
Have a cute face.
Day 2- Nine Things About Yourself
I like to make lion noises.
i have chubby little hands.
i’m 5’2 1/2 & i like it.
i think i’m pretty without any make up on.
i think i’m funny when i tell the punchline wrong.
that last one was a lie. i just like talking in song lyrics.
i’m a taurus.
i like to be in the kitchen. cooking or baking. both make me happy.
I sing. All the time.
Day 1- ten things to ten different people
Can you please just accept that you’re beautiful? Because you truly are. & it hurts me sometimes to know that you can’t see it.
I forgive you. But I don’t forget. You’re not a part of my life & I end up near you when I go to college, we won’t be seeing each other anymore than we do now. You made your choice & i respect that. but that choice...
As I type, there is a small green plate half filled with mango sitting next to me. the mango is swirled with lime juice and salt, delicately awaiting my attention. Fork poised, everything is nice. & I’ve come to a realization, the reason why I love food so much. Food is a declaration of love. When I cook for someone, its because I want them to see I care enough to spend hours of my day...
“my dad: promise me when you grow up you won’t be a tree hugger
me: so i...”
“i’m a baby. i won’t talk to people unless they start talking to me...”
